Dum spiro, spero.

In response to:I hate myslef.

Fri, 18 Apr 2008 23:50:20 +0200

"Kolorowa wrozba"

Gwiazdy do kosza zebralam,
z mych marzen uplotlam nadzieje
i spielam ja broszka ksiezyca,
twarz Twoja juz sie smieje,

Gdy noc zdmuchnela Twa wiare,
ktos rzucil Ci sznur zloty
z promieni slonca spelciony,
zniknely Twe klopoty,

pomaluje Twe sny zleknione
zielenia, srebrem i zlotem,
daj dlon ...milenka moja,
nie chesz? Powroze Ci potem....

Copyright by Olenka Maria
Canada 2008

In response to:Two days... and how many more left?

Fri, 18 Apr 2008 22:49:51 +0200

Witaj Tolek

Nie wiem jak mam sie przywitac dzis...dlugo Cie szukala i pamietam, zawsze bede Cie pamietac.
Mieszkalam na Zymierskiego, chodzilismy razem do SP 12 do jednej klasy, byles moim swietnym kumplem i mysle , ze tak pozostanie. Prosze o kontakt...blagam.
Ja mieszkam w Edmonton Canada. Pozdrow Hanie...love
Maria

In response to:I hate myslef.

Tue, 28 Nov 2006 10:49:24 +0100

dont let the bastard's grinde you down

In response to:Two days... and how many more left?

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 23:52:24 +0200

I know Zoloft well. It will take time (more than a week) but it gives perspective and makes the depression three steps further away so you can look at it and start to deal with it. Take them for more than a month, it'll take that long to feel lighter. Good luck.

Your dogs are beautiful.

In response to:What the hell was that?

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 20:04:55 +0200

well done for not drinking or smoking :D it needs lots of determination which you seem to have!

In response to:What's going on?

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 10:54:02 +0200

If you can sustain this, you will be able todo it forever.

In response to:What's going on?

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 10:51:09 +0200

I wish you were here with me. You are young but very wise.

In response to:What's going on?

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 10:48:37 +0200

come on john,u know ur the best and u have to be better than the best.....so dont even entertain such thoughts....you know u have a goal.then go ahead and achieve it.......dont fall prey to temptation

In response to:Frustrtion and hope.

Thu, 24 Aug 2006 09:12:38 +0200

uff u have some work to do

In response to:I still have my doubts...

Wed, 23 Aug 2006 13:35:48 +0200

its surely goin 2 happen my friend.....happy days r back again

In response to:Could that be?

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 13:58:05 +0200

thanx for ur compliment mr.john..therz one policy i follow which may aid u as well,that is compliments and criticism,i dont let it effect me bcoz i know best what i am...

god bless bye

In response to:Could that be?

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 09:55:26 +0200

Thanks my dear, handsome, young man.

In response to:Could that be?

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 09:54:41 +0200

He,he. I really believe that some fellow bloggers can read this much.:)

In response to:Could that be?

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 08:57:50 +0200

Do you expect fellow bloggers to read this much. Be short.

In response to:Could that be?

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 08:48:54 +0200

hey congrats john...keep the big bucks cumin...as they say donot matter as long as they come...
and believe me ur a damn good actor...yeah i know i am saying this without seeing u act....but if someone can convince oneself,then he can convince anyone in the world....we ourselves r our best critics....

and talking about criticism,dont let that bother u......everyone will have an opinion ,otherwise they wouldnt have been humans...
just try identifying constructive criticism from destructive and then introspect and learn from it....
positive outlook and attitude is paramount if we have to do anything.god bless u and do keep me informed

In response to:Sieg heil! Or me as Hitler...

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 16:38:00 +0200

Thaks for your comment:)
I loved your piece about curtain cleaning...
You have very good sense of humor.
As to the text, which you did not understand? Well, i think that some "friend" of yours wanted to make you wonder and she/he sent you a horoscope or a tarot reading from a newspaper.

In response to:Sieg heil! Or me as Hitler...

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 12:22:00 +0200

sounds like an intersting project and maybe you might just get all that work you crave and have things go better for a while. as for your friend not giving you enough money, well, life is a wheel and it turns. one day you wont have to be grateful for being treated decent and you will be able to demand what's rightfully yours. good luck with the game

In response to:I just do not believe it.

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 15:05:33 +0200

Tottaly agree with you, Blair has lost the plot, so has that Reid guy who is a complete wanker anyway

In response to:So it goes on and on and my memories are not gone.

Wed, 09 Aug 2006 10:19:31 +0200

Nice approach. I've tried it before. Didn't work for too long. Now it is totally impossible to change anything. I will live as long as my pain will not be too strong. Trust me, I love life and I'd love to be happy. But I can't be happy.
I can't run anymore from my pain, which is in me and eats me every day. Only night brings little relief when I fall asleep. If death is like sleep but only eternal, let it be. There won't be any dreams, I guess. But dreams can be painful too. I don't need them.

In response to:So it goes on and on and my memories are not gone.

Tue, 08 Aug 2006 22:27:26 +0200

Hey bud.....

It's always better to be alive than to be dead regardless of the pressues upon our lives. Get drunk, go to bed and in the morning when you wake up send me hello post...

cheers

In response to:What to do to invite her and ask her to take me?

Tue, 08 Aug 2006 11:04:48 +0200

I've lived my life loving others. I've lived my life and never received any honest, true love.
I can't remove the pain, which drills my soul and my body. I do not want to feel this pain. What can stop it? Who can stop it?
I have nobody around whom I can trust anymore. What's left but death?

In response to:What to do to invite her and ask her to take me?

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 20:58:04 +0200

There is no rhyme nor reason as to why we are here, why we suffer, why we lose love. We spend far too much of our time wondering WHY that we forget how to live. We are the only people in charge of our destiny and it should be our choice how we choose to live it.....or indeed end it.

*Hugs*

In response to:The day to remember!

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 14:06:36 +0200

I beg to disagree. The 1st of August of 1944 is the day, which should live in infamy. Sixty two years ago a group o irresponsible officers of Polish Home Army decided, against strong advise of the Home Army Intelligence, and begun the Uprising which destroyed the 700 years old Capital of Poland, killed 250.000 civilians and 18.000 resistance fighters.
Poles should remember the date of August 1st, 1944 as the reminder of gross irresponsibility and political blindness of the Home Army Commanders and its Staff.

In response to:The day to remember!

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 12:29:38 +0200

Another reason to remember today is that it marks the 62nd anniversary of the beginning of the Warsaw Uprising.

Kind regard.

Hektor.

In response to:Rolling down the...

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 08:08:41 +0200

Yes, When you are faced with a number of problems, the only sensible approach is to completely focus on one at a time.

You might care to consider my current blog topic.

In response to:Pain grows and grows in me.

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 10:00:39 +0200

As the Tibetan monks would say, happiness or unhappiness comes from the mind, not from the people or things around us. The state of depression is a difficult condition to be in, because by its definition it makes you not want to get better. So the biggest and most important hurdle to jump is to actually decide to be happy. To decide to be unhappy is totally unrational, and to decide to be happy is completely rational. Of course simply making that decision is not going to make you suddenly happy, but it will open your mind to any help that is available, and there is plenty out there. Such as therapy, meditation, self help books etc.
I hope you eventually do find some happiness.

David