Nie wiem jak mam sie przywitac dzis...dlugo Cie szukala i pamietam, zawsze bede Cie pamietac.
Mieszkalam na Zymierskiego, chodzilismy razem do SP 12 do jednej klasy, byles moim swietnym kumplem i mysle , ze tak pozostanie. Prosze o kontakt...blagam.
Ja mieszkam w Edmonton Canada. Pozdrow Hanie...love
Maria more…
I know Zoloft well. It will take time (more than a week) but it gives perspective and makes the depression three steps further away so you can look at it and start to deal with it. Take them for more than a month, it'll take that long to feel lighter. Good luck.
come on john,u know ur the best and u have to be better than the best.....so dont even entertain such thoughts....you know u have a goal.then go ahead and achieve it.......dont fall prey to temptation more…
thanx for ur compliment mr.john..therz one policy i follow which may aid u as well,that is compliments and criticism,i dont let it effect me bcoz i know best what i am...
hey congrats john...keep the big bucks cumin...as they say donot matter as long as they come...
and believe me ur a damn good actor...yeah i know i am saying this without seeing u act....but if someone can convince oneself,then he can convince anyone in the world....we ourselves r our best critics....
Thaks for your comment:)
I loved your piece about curtain cleaning...
You have very good sense of humor.
As to the text, which you did not understand? Well, i think that some "friend" of yours wanted to make you wonder and she/he sent you a horoscope or a tarot reading from a newspaper. more…
sounds like an intersting project and maybe you might just get all that work you crave and have things go better for a while. as for your friend not giving you enough money, well, life is a wheel and it turns. one day you wont have to be grateful for being treated decent and you will be able to demand what's rightfully yours. good luck with the gam more…
Nice approach. I've tried it before. Didn't work for too long. Now it is totally impossible to change anything. I will live as long as my pain will not be too strong. Trust me, I love life and I'd love to be happy. But I can't be happy.
I can't run anymore from my pain, which is in me and eats me every day. Only night brings little relief wh more…
It's always better to be alive than to be dead regardless of the pressues upon our lives. Get drunk, go to bed and in the morning when you wake up send me hello post...
I've lived my life loving others. I've lived my life and never received any honest, true love.
I can't remove the pain, which drills my soul and my body. I do not want to feel this pain. What can stop it? Who can stop it?
I have nobody around whom I can trust anymore. What's left but death? more…
There is no rhyme nor reason as to why we are here, why we suffer, why we lose love. We spend far too much of our time wondering WHY that we forget how to live. We are the only people in charge of our destiny and it should be our choice how we choose to live it.....or indeed end it.
I beg to disagree. The 1st of August of 1944 is the day, which should live in infamy. Sixty two years ago a group o irresponsible officers of Polish Home Army decided, against strong advise of the Home Army Intelligence, and begun the Uprising which destroyed the 700 years old Capital of Poland, killed 250.000 civilians and 18.000 resistance fighte more…
As the Tibetan monks would say, happiness or unhappiness comes from the mind, not from the people or things around us. The state of depression is a difficult condition to be in, because by its definition it makes you not want to get better. So the biggest and most important hurdle to jump is to actually decide to be happy. To decide to be unhappy more…
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In response to: "I hate myslef." 573 days old
by Olenkamajka [Member]
"Kolorowa wrozba"
Gwiazdy do kosza zebralam,
z mych marzen uplotlam nadzieje
i spielam ja broszka ksiezyca,
twarz Twoja juz sie smieje,
Gdy noc zdmuchnela Twa wiare,
ktos rzucil Ci sznur zloty
z promieni slonca spelciony,
zniknely Twe klopoty,
pomaluje Twe sny zleknione
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In response to: "Two days... and how many more left?" 573 days old
by Maria_Olenka [Visitor]
Witaj Tolek
Nie wiem jak mam sie przywitac dzis...dlugo Cie szukala i pamietam, zawsze bede Cie pamietac.
Mieszkalam na Zymierskiego, chodzilismy razem do SP 12 do jednej klasy, byles moim swietnym kumplem i mysle , ze tak pozostanie. Prosze o kontakt...blagam.
Ja mieszkam w Edmonton Canada. Pozdrow Hanie...love
Maria more…
In response to: "I hate myslef." 1080 days old
by mad-poet [Member]
dont let the bastard's grinde you down more…
In response to: "Two days... and how many more left?" 1171 days old
by Cocktailer [Member]
I know Zoloft well. It will take time (more than a week) but it gives perspective and makes the depression three steps further away so you can look at it and start to deal with it. Take them for more than a month, it'll take that long to feel lighter. Good luck.
Your dogs are beautiful. more…
In response to: "What the hell was that?" 1173 days old
by jaketaylor Pro
well done for not drinking or smoking :D it needs lots of determination which you seem to have! more…
In response to: "What's going on?" 1173 days old
by [Visitor]
If you can sustain this, you will be able todo it forever. more…
In response to: "What's going on?" 1173 days old
by John_Anthony [Member]
I wish you were here with me. You are young but very wise. more…
In response to: "What's going on?" 1173 days old
by rishansid [Member]
come on john,u know ur the best and u have to be better than the best.....so dont even entertain such thoughts....you know u have a goal.then go ahead and achieve it.......dont fall prey to temptation more…
In response to: "Frustrtion and hope." 1176 days old
by rishansid [Member]
uff u have some work to do more…
In response to: "I still have my doubts..." 1177 days old
by rishansid [Member]
its surely goin 2 happen my friend.....happy days r back again more…
In response to: "Could that be?" 1178 days old
by rishan [Visitor]
thanx for ur compliment mr.john..therz one policy i follow which may aid u as well,that is compliments and criticism,i dont let it effect me bcoz i know best what i am...
god bless bye more…
In response to: "Could that be?" 1178 days old
by John_Anthony [Member]
Thanks my dear, handsome, young man. more…
In response to: "Could that be?" 1178 days old
by John_Anthony [Member]
He,he. I really believe that some fellow bloggers can read this much.:) more…
In response to: "Could that be?" 1178 days old
by [Visitor]
Do you expect fellow bloggers to read this much. Be short. more…
In response to: "Could that be?" 1178 days old
by rishansid [Member]
hey congrats john...keep the big bucks cumin...as they say donot matter as long as they come...
and believe me ur a damn good actor...yeah i know i am saying this without seeing u act....but if someone can convince oneself,then he can convince anyone in the world....we ourselves r our best critics....
and talking about criticism, more…
In response to: "Sieg heil! Or me as Hitler..." 1179 days old
by John_Anthony [Member]
Thaks for your comment:)
I loved your piece about curtain cleaning...
You have very good sense of humor.
As to the text, which you did not understand? Well, i think that some "friend" of yours wanted to make you wonder and she/he sent you a horoscope or a tarot reading from a newspaper.
more…
In response to: "Sieg heil! Or me as Hitler..." 1179 days old
by phinebooty [Member]
sounds like an intersting project and maybe you might just get all that work you crave and have things go better for a while. as for your friend not giving you enough money, well, life is a wheel and it turns. one day you wont have to be grateful for being treated decent and you will be able to demand what's rightfully yours. good luck with the gam more…
In response to: "I just do not believe it." 1190 days old
by [Visitor]
Tottaly agree with you, Blair has lost the plot, so has that Reid guy who is a complete wanker anyway more…
In response to: "So it goes on and on and my memories are not gone." 1191 days old
by John_Anthony [Member]
Nice approach. I've tried it before. Didn't work for too long. Now it is totally impossible to change anything. I will live as long as my pain will not be too strong. Trust me, I love life and I'd love to be happy. But I can't be happy.
I can't run anymore from my pain, which is in me and eats me every day. Only night brings little relief wh more…
In response to: "So it goes on and on and my memories are not gone." 1192 days old
by Scotsmanmatt [Member]
Hey bud.....
It's always better to be alive than to be dead regardless of the pressues upon our lives. Get drunk, go to bed and in the morning when you wake up send me hello post...
cheers more…
In response to: "What to do to invite her and ask her to take me?" 1192 days old
by John_Anthony [Member]
I've lived my life loving others. I've lived my life and never received any honest, true love.
I can't remove the pain, which drills my soul and my body. I do not want to feel this pain. What can stop it? Who can stop it?
I have nobody around whom I can trust anymore. What's left but death? more…
In response to: "What to do to invite her and ask her to take me?" 1193 days old
by Lola-J [Member]
There is no rhyme nor reason as to why we are here, why we suffer, why we lose love. We spend far too much of our time wondering WHY that we forget how to live. We are the only people in charge of our destiny and it should be our choice how we choose to live it.....or indeed end it.
*Hugs* more…
In response to: "The day to remember!" 1199 days old
by John_Anthony [Member]
I beg to disagree. The 1st of August of 1944 is the day, which should live in infamy. Sixty two years ago a group o irresponsible officers of Polish Home Army decided, against strong advise of the Home Army Intelligence, and begun the Uprising which destroyed the 700 years old Capital of Poland, killed 250.000 civilians and 18.000 resistance fighte more…
In response to: "The day to remember!" 1199 days old
by [Visitor]
Another reason to remember today is that it marks the 62nd anniversary of the beginning of the Warsaw Uprising.
Kind regard.
Hektor. more…
In response to: "Rolling down the..." 1200 days old
by deleted user [Visitor]
Yes, When you are faced with a number of problems, the only sensible approach is to completely focus on one at a time.
You might care to consider my current blog topic. more…
In response to: "Pain grows and grows in me." 1222 days old
by astronut [Member]
As the Tibetan monks would say, happiness or unhappiness comes from the mind, not from the people or things around us. The state of depression is a difficult condition to be in, because by its definition it makes you not want to get better. So the biggest and most important hurdle to jump is to actually decide to be happy. To decide to be unhappy more…